Headaches In Life..

I am like a idiot in doing wedding planner.. I can't even do things well, keep letting her in trouble. In my heart i REALLY wanted to help her. But i not as creatives as her.. I really apology.

Time Fly Pass Very Fast

Time really fly pass very fast.. My three months contract have ended.. I really enjoys working there with the colleagues, and learn a lot of medicine, drug and Labelling.. Now patiently waiting and find another challenge-sing job.. Hope this time i can work at hospital to gain some experience.

09 Feb 2012, have move to serangoon north ave 1. Bye bye serangoon central drive:( will miss there a lot.. my second house there.. Still can't get use to it. My 二哥 second day never come back oredi.. Sigh!! He really move it to my mother house le ma.. He can't bear to leave my old house, me too.. But we can't do anything. Buying a house it not cheap and easy. So i really need to bear with it. Hope everythings will turn out good. Even though i still not use to it.. I really need to learn to accept new things. But why i feel it very hard le..

I need to pray hard that i can get in to hospital job.. Not poly clinic.

Life bout work..

One of my closest friend god sister.. Told me, no matter how much i hate myself is not going to change the facts that i will be working there for three months. What i can do now is, try to enjoy myself every min or second at there as a good experience.. By doing that, time will pass very fast. If i keep thinking of the negative though, time will just crawl very slow. Is it true, and i also cant always rely on her to guide me.. Also true.. Think, i a bit useless..

wish that the clock can take backward then i dun need to headache this and that le..

不管你做什么事情，之前先想想会有什么后果？会不会伤害到其他人？会帮助到别人吗？....这样才是为别人着想，不自私....在这个社会里，到底有几个人明白这个道理？？？？....
i feel quite true..

Job Tiring

28 june starting my new job. Sakura. First day of work starting to work spilt shift le.. Actually only morning shift, but i go work so-calls volunteer work.. dun know why j say is volunteer work??? first day of work super tiring.. dun know izit rest too long or nv exercise for too long.. Body become weaks.. And my hand start to pain.. I remember that time i injured my hand was my CCA basketball team.. From that days on.. every years one or two times my hand will start to pain.. or even cant carry heavy things, that i need too carry. I have to control my pain.. :( really want to give up on my this job.. Look like is robert work not human work..

Don't be so cruel. Fine. Because of this song, my mother was dumped by my father. And i can understand that you were hurt. Since you were left by your mother,too. But my mother was in so much pain, that she died all alone. while giving birth to me and my brother. You want me to get close to your mother ah? How do you expert me to get close to your mother? Are you so self-absorbed that you can't think about how i would feel? I'm sorry.. I didn't tell you sooner that i knew that she was your mother. Since you looked so sad, i couldn't bring myself to tell you. And i'm sorry that i didn't tell you.that you were actually working on my dad's song. But i had no idea there was such a story behind that song. You told me to stay out of your sight. Well, it's not easy for me to see you,either. So, i'm going fae away where i can't see you anymore. So, we won't have to hurt each other by bumping into each other again in the future..

I like this